It Feels Different But It Feels Right

 When i talk to you, i feel something very unusual- i feel different because I've never felt this way before. I feel as if my thoughts and moods are directly in the keystrokes. I don't know why i want this- why i want you because clearly it is really hard to understand.

 Sometimes i understand maybe half of what you say or write, and probably vice versa. But at the same time, from the half which i do understand, i get more of you than i could ever get from anything balanced and obvious.

Whatever you say or write with so much wariness and extremity has an image of you in it.

I fear the pettiness of conversations.
What if i want to know you more-and i find out that i can't?
But i do wanna try it- i want to walk this road with you,
We can keep quiet or we can talk if anything comes up.

~irksomepleasant