“All The Same, Yet I Still Persist”

They say that "the man who violated you should not succeed in damaging your hopes and aspirations."
-But i don't remember ever hoping to be a vessel for someone else's dreams.
And it's just simply vacillating that all i ever aspired to become was a breeder- who could be humiliated and degraded everytime they said no.
But from the beginning to the end, whenever this profound emptiness overflows,
the push comes to shove.
And even after being free- the isolation still heavily fleets.